..ME..

I’m here writing these lines
I don’t care if they don’t rhyme
want to know more,what’s within my core
wonder what went wrong, what can go wrong
It’s like a cobweb in my head
I can’t sleep when I’m in bed
the world dosen’t care I’m in despair
people keep talking I’m just walking
thinking what’s there ahead of me
who am I who can I be

These thoughts in my head I dread
are like unstable waves
building these human graves
to this question there is no answer
if I knew who I am I wouldn’t wonder

what lies beneath me I don’t feel
I’ve begun to feel that wounds don’t heal
I just bare the pain of not knowing anything
the more I go deeper it’s like fever
when you become so weak and handicapped
It’s all so packed
I want to unfold so it can be told
how much i am suffering while I’m preparing
I’ve no clue it’s stuck like glue